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11.06.2004

noah, the station wagon 

so, i think life is on its way to come back full circle.... too deep of a thought on saturday afternoon? yes, i agree, but let me explain:

so since those long, drawn out days of rain last week and the week before, my dogs are big babies (meya-the female, particularly) and they don't like to use the potty outside when its raining. so, rather than weathering a few little sprinkles to do their business OUTside, they decided to hold it and fidelis dropped the kids off in our hallway in his crate, and meya did #1 & #2 in the room we keep her in, which is actually the room we've made andy's office. so, andy's room has inevitably been smelling like piss. yummy, you think? NOPE. i've been trying to steam clean it, but just today i figured out i wasn't steam cleaning long enough, nor completely in the right place.

my point being is that i'm here in what is now mine and andy's house, but it's really my mom and dad's house. yes, we've bought it and are paying the mortgage and the whole shebang, but you're missing my point. i've been steam cleaning this carpet for the last hour staring at this wack ass mauve carpet that my mom picked out years ago. see, had i paid more attention 9 years ago when we bought this house, thinking i would actually own it and be living in it at some point in my life, maybe i would have spoken up about what house to get. see, what i'm sayin'? not that it would have mattered cause who would have believed me when i was 17 when i would have said, "look, i'm going to own this house one day, let's get one i REALLY like." not that i don't like this house, but i'm just being philosophical... keep up.

so that brings me to my title. when i was driving my bomb ass brown station wagon when i was a senior in high school, all i kept thinking was that my happy ass was the one who voted for that car when i was 7. and i ended up being the one who used that car as my primary car. see?.... are you following?.... FULL CIRCLE.