live well. laugh often. LOVE much.

wow, that was funny. the banana factory? i guess neneng does this neat thing where she reads down (like reading down a column) rather than from left to right.

this is not what i should be doing. work is pretty busy. but it's the kind of busy that you don't even know where to begin. i hate that, don't you? today has been kind of rough, too. just stressful. stress with work, stress with everything. i hope i get to become a normal person again.

it's such a tough time at my work with the transition that we're going through. one of my co-workers is leaving while we are training someone to take his place, but there is also alot going on, so we have all these things to handle at once. why can't i have one of those non-stressful jobs? oh, right...probably because they are few and far between. i was getting a facial once and i always like to ask people who have jobs like that (do facials, massages, etc.) if they enjoy doing it, and the girl was like "yeah, i like it alot. i mean, it gets stressful and tiring..... but i guess, who's job doesn't?" and i was thinking "ain't that the truth, sista." but i couldn't say that because she was cleaning out my pores popping black heads at the time.

this was my one day to sleep in. damn. i had serious sleeping issues last night and i know it's from all the shit that's running through my head. i even went to bed at 10:30pm!!! what is that? and on a saturday night. the party animal in me just wants to sleep at all opportune moments. but anyway, i woke up every couple of hours and at 6:45am i just decided to get up. i've got to make a pretty substantial 'TO DO' list anyway.

i can't believe how busy work has been lately. there isn't even any time to breathe. oh well, hopefully, it will get better now that we have 3 people testing instead of 2.

i don't have alot to say. i just wanted to share my insomnia with everyone. have a happy sunday.

Ah, as much as I want to keep her at bay, yesterday was not a good day. Today is a little bit better, only because I've gotten alot of work done this morning and managed to pay some bills. As much as it hurts to let money go, it's always nice to be ABLE to pay bills. It reassures my ability to be a self-sufficient grown up. Anyway, if you don't know (but now ya know) bridezilla is the term for the bride who will kill, maim, cheat, and steal to get her way for her wedding. The RSVP deal is making me batty, but there isn't much I can do. We did get to order Andy's wedding band last night and it's nice. It's titanium and it's REALLY light, so I think he'll like wearing it. And we engraved what I've always wanted to engrave in my wedding band! YES! Now, I just have to get my ring engraved. 

Wow, 2 posts in a row. I must either have alot of time on my hands (I don't think that's it) or must feel the need to blabber. Whatever.

I just realized I used caps and punctuation like a normal person would for this blog. Did I do that yesterday? Wow, what's happening to me??? Not that punctuation and capital letters are a bad thing, but I enjoy being informal in my blog posts.

I get to go to the mall during lunch. I've got an errand to run. Ugh, I'm testing both tomorrow and Saturday. Yay for me. Not really. I'm gonna get back to work. I want to leave for lunch, but I'm not really hungry. Bluewakadoo, what to do, what to do?

yes, i'm retarded. and i'm oblivious.... i was trying to buy gel pens at target. not the best idea, and not the best selection, but i wasn't really in the mood to go to another store. so, i found these pens. they had a silver and gold pen. "PERFECT" i thought. so i bought 2 packs. anyway, they are these lame pens that don't even write like pens. they leave behind a trail of the ink and that's what they're supposed to do. spider writers was clearly written along the side of the package. how did i miss that? oh yeah, cause i'm RETARDED.

my work has been so busy lately. we're trying to train our 2 new people while one of the guys i work with is leaving in 3 weeks. it's nuts, up in here, up in here.

i don't have much to say. i'm in a poopy mood. exhaustion and frustration will do that to you.

one last thought: send in your RSVPs. it will make me happy. it will make my life easier. it will be someting you don't have to worry about later. if you know anyone who hasn't sent theirs in - light a fire under their asses. yes, the deadline is next week, but if you know you're coming (or that you're NOT coming) what's the problem with sending it in NOW??? sorry. this is part of the reason i'm in a poopy mood.