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1.16.2003

MADE
i just wanna say that i typed up a post last night and it booted me out when i hit 'post.' i was already aggravated as it was, so i just blew it off and said i would do another one when i was in a better mood. i'm still a little irritated, but at least i don't want to inflict torturous pain... okay, so it wasn't THAT severe, but i was pretty pissed off. today at work has gone super fast. and i really enjoy that. it is already 4pm and as long as someone doesn't bring me something that i have to do in a rush and is extremely tedious and long, i will continue enjoying that.

andy and i watched mtv's MADE last night. it was the one about the girl who was in drama and decided for her senior year that she wanted to be a varsity cheerleader. crissy told me she watched it when it first came out, but i finally got a chance to sit down and watch the whole thing, and the show was very interesting. the girl had lost both of her parents within 8 months of each other and she was only 11 years old when her first parent died. i think i have a deeper undestanding now of people when i hear that they have lost one or both of their parents, not like an understanding of what i had before my dad died. i used to think "man, that would suck," but i think i feel alot differently about it now... and especially when people lose parents and they are at a younger age than i was when my dad died... but anyway, i'm getting off the topic. mtv assigned this girl a cheerleading coach and at the beginning she meets him and says how it may be a little hard because her coach is "SOOO, SOOOO CUTE" but i guess someone failed to mention to her that he was also "SOOO, SOOOO GAY." but it was really cool to watch her progress and i can say at the beginning of the show she really didn't look like the "cheerleading type" and a bunch of her friends were giving her shit for doing it, but by the end, she seemed like a different person. i'm thinking i might go on the show and say i want to be MADE into a Las Vegas show dancer.... okay, maybe not. andy cracks up every time he sees the commercial for the sly caps, which is the group of dorky guys who want to be MADE into a band.

i have recruited people into my ebay cult. neneng and crissy are now addicted and everyone can probably tell because i would imagine the majority of people that read my blog read theirs' as well, and for the past couple of days, that's what the two of them have been talking about. neneng has been successful at bidding and winning an auction, so now she is just waiting for the arrival of her ring. but somehow, crissy has not been so lucky. she has lost at least one auction already, at least that i know about, and is currently bidding again. for my current bid, i'm still waiting because my auction doesn't end until saturday. last i checked, i was winning, but in the world of ebay... that counts for crap, you just never know when someone is going to come and just bid a tiny bit more than you. and those are the people we want to punch.