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8.08.2005

it's like a pit in my stomach 

sometimes it's a sad, sad feeling when you feel lost. like the kind of lost that makes you feel absolutely directionless, loss for words, and unsure of what to do next. it's a good thing this feeling usually passes very quickly for someone like me otherwise, what would i do next?

what do i want out of life? where do i want it to take me? i just told someone tonight you don't "awwwww" anybody because everyone makes their own decisions. and i really believe this. even in regard to myself.

i know people that know what they want to do with their careers and are successful, but don't have the personal comforting relationship i have. everyone's got their thing, i guess.

nevermind me.