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2.06.2003

"i would be happy if only...."

have you ever thought about this statement? have you ever said it? well, I'VE been giving this statement some thought lately. not because of anything in particular, but just because i've heard it a couple times in the past few weeks. i don't even think i have anything specific to say about it, i just wanted to bring it up. i guess i've been thinking about it because i don't necessarily believe that people should expect that one thing in their life will bring them the ultimate happiness. kind of like when people say they would be happy if they just won the lottery... or they would just be happy if they had this certain car. i don't know. i don't really know what my point is. i've been such a scatterbrain! goodness gracious.

i got a haircut yesterday. only a trim, but i'm trying to grow my hair out and i already feel it is short, so whenever i get a little taken off, i feel like they've cut a thousand inches off. what i really think is that i need to find someone to cut my hair that can SPEAK ENGLISH. i would be happy if only my hair dresser spoke english. lol... just kidding. anyway, not that i don't think that people who can't speak english shouldn't live in our country or anything like that, it's just that i try to give these instructions on how i want my hair cut and i often don't ever feel like they completely understand what i want or they will tell me what they are going to do and i don't completely think i know what they are saying. anyway, i told her what i wanted and it felt like she was a little scissor-happy, but surprisingly enough, i actually like how she cut it. i don't think it's how i told her to do it, but i like it. it minimizes the effort i have to put into my hair before i walk out the door, and that is the ultimate plus. anyway, happy day.... i dig my hair.

i made chimichangas for dinner tonight and they were yummyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy (lol... inside joke). i think they would taste even better if i wasn't the one who had to spend almost 2 hours making the dinner, but since i don't make them very often, i enjoy eating them. i also buy these bad ass tortillas from this little produce market in mission valley. they have these hand made tortillas. they are fabulous. if you've missed out on my chimichangas, dude, you aren't really living.

congrats on your permit, chakee. and i'm glad your scarf was good luck. it would have sucked if you failed again and then you thought the scarf was bad luck. but congrats anyway.

i think i'm done posting. "estrous in my ass." that's about super monkey ball and it's funny when andy says stuff and nobody pays attention except me. the dude makes me laugh.